When you request honesty, I deliver. Knowing what I'll be met with is judgement. You can tell me 100 times in a row that you're working on changing, but the year's responses have taught me what to expect. I may act aloof, but I'm not naive. I've learned to hide the true expectation of disappointment [...]
Tag: fear
An apology fit for… Hopefully understanding..
๐ ๐ฉ๐ข๐ท๐ฆ ๐ง๐ข๐ช๐ญ๐ฆ๐ฅ ๐ฆ๐ท๐ฆ๐ณ๐บ๐ฐ๐ฏ๐ฆ, ๐ฃ๐ถ๐ต ๐ฑ๐ฐ๐ด๐ด๐ช๐ฃ๐ญ๐บ ๐ธ๐ฐ๐ณ๐ด๐ต, ๐'๐ท๐ฆ ๐ง๐ข๐ช๐ญ๐ฆ๐ฅ ๐ฎ๐บ๐ด๐ฆ๐ญ๐ง. I never meant to on purpose. It was a road paved in golden good intentions. I swore having all of you to remain accountable to, would help keep me honest and aware but instead, I hid from you all as well. It's been ugly and [...]
Untitled by The Shy Poet
Photo by Simon Migaj on Pexels.com I asked her if she was okay.And she said, โIโm fine. I swear.โBut when I looked into her eyes,I clearly saw her struggles there. She quickly looked away,And tried her best to smile.She said softly, โIโll make it through this,Itโs just taking me a while.โ I knew she was [...]
Flattery or Stalking..
It was a warm spring day when my phone dinged. An email came through, an offer letter. The contents sat mocking me. I couldn't read them until I was done with the shift during my "stepping stone" to being on the radio. I had a dilemma, do I keep scratching and clawing at my dream? [...]
