An apology fit for… Hopefully understanding..

๐˜ ๐˜ฉ๐˜ข๐˜ท๐˜ฆ ๐˜ง๐˜ข๐˜ช๐˜ญ๐˜ฆ๐˜ฅ ๐˜ฆ๐˜ท๐˜ฆ๐˜ณ๐˜บ๐˜ฐ๐˜ฏ๐˜ฆ, ๐˜ฃ๐˜ถ๐˜ต ๐˜ฑ๐˜ฐ๐˜ด๐˜ด๐˜ช๐˜ฃ๐˜ญ๐˜บ ๐˜ธ๐˜ฐ๐˜ณ๐˜ด๐˜ต, ๐˜'๐˜ท๐˜ฆ ๐˜ง๐˜ข๐˜ช๐˜ญ๐˜ฆ๐˜ฅ ๐˜ฎ๐˜บ๐˜ด๐˜ฆ๐˜ญ๐˜ง. I never meant to on purpose. It was a road paved in golden good intentions. I swore having all of you to remain accountable to, would help keep me honest and aware but instead, I hid from you all as well. It's been ugly and [...]

A blessing or a curse?

"There is no reality, only perception. Identify the filters through which you view YOUR world." - Unknown Many people absolutely love and feel entitled to discussing my weight. Personally, it's one of the main things that attack my self esteem. I don't often share in the body positivity they assume I have since I, "have [...]

I Need Guidance…

I promise, I will try to keep this backstory short. When I was 18 I fell MADLY in love with my first serious boyfriend. We had been together for 4 months when he told me lied about his age. The night we met, he said he got kicked out of the club for drinking underage [...]

What A Kick..

Today has been a tough one. Life in a pandemic is oddly like my worst days of being chronically ill. The fact that this virus uses "stealth transmission" really scares me. It was always such a given that if you feel good you won't get others sick and now that safety net is gone forever. [...]